Family Matters

I spent the weekend out in our summer house together with my family! It was very pleasant actually, my grandma has a birthday tomorrow so it was kind of a celebration to her but also a "hey I'm home"-thingy for me. There was a lot of people out there actually; my youngest older sister and her boyfriend, my grandma and grandpa, my aunt her husband and my cousin with girlfriend, my grandmas brother and his wife, and off course my mom, dad, and brother! There were a lot of drinking and eating involved, we shoot some bow, played some typical swedish games (Kubb), and just hung out.
The summer house is newly renovated and it's just amazingly beautiful, big windows everywhere that overlooks the ocean and the forest view, awesome bathrooms, and very bright and very "designy" everywhere. On top of that it has become a very "green" house, in that matter that we have very modern bathroom solutions; the waste falls down to a big tank underneath the house where it turns into mulch and dirt. The heating of the house comes from underneath the ground, and my dad has plans of putting up Sun-screens that will provide the house with electricity. We have internet in almost every room and now my sisters boyfriend fixed so that we have wireless internet in the whole house too. It's just a very modern but very green house! I like!

When my family meets, there are certain stories that have to be told, over and over again, one is about me; how I sang a song wrong when I was very young, another is when my grandpa flipped a plate over and a sausage fell in his lap, and so on and so on. These are fun stories and all, but I think we need to have some new ones cause they are getting pretty old. My mom and her sister always laughs a LOT and it's very funny, they both have a very distinct laugh that sounds exactly the same! It's hilarious! Me, my cousin and his girlfriend sat up late and just talked about a lot of stuff, that was very nice too! They are good people! I showed some movies of the coasters I have ridden, and the coasters that I will ride when me and Rick goes to Cedar Point in August!

It was a very pleasant weekend, and today everyone went back home, including me. So here I am, all alone in a big house in Sweden, with one word in mind: PARTY!!!
Hehe, maybe not, but I will probably have a small gathering sometime soon!

Until then, peace out, keep it real, and stay black!

Home?

Home, it can mean so many different things. It can mean the place where you were born, the place where your loved ones are, the place where you put your ass, and now even an online 3D community on your Playstation 3. Home to me is a place where you feel, that's right: like home, you feel comfortable and you are enjoying yourself. I don't think Sweden is home for me any more... I adapted so well to the U.S-way of life, I have my life there and I feel free in a completely different way than I do here in Sweden.
The biggest thing for me was that I now have realized that I have come so far in my personal development, the sad thing is, it feels like everything here in my old home is the exact same as it was when I left. Everyone is exactly the same, everything is exactly the same, and everything looks exactly the same.
I don't think this is anything weird, and I certainly doesn't judge anyone for not changing, it's just natural when one are living in the same city, hanging out with the exact same people and do the exact same things all the time. I had to change, I had to stand on my own feet, getting a license, doing my taxes, buying food, make a budget etc. Otherwise I wouldn't have made it over there. That's why it's strange to be back here living with my parents again... it's like I traveled back in time 'til when I was 15.

I'm going back the 17th of July, but I'm regretting taking even that much time for a visit back to my former home. A week has passed since I landed here in Stockholm and it feels like it has been a year. Time is crawling by, and no matter what I do it feels like I'm misplaced. Don't get me wrong, meeting my friends and family again has been great, but that's it. Now I feel like I've pretty much has done the things I wanted to do here and I have 3 weeks left in this country... 3 weeks. I'm bored... bored, bored, bored. Which is strange since I didn't do much during my summer break in the U.S... At least I knew that I was able to do whatever the fuck I wanted to do over there. If I wanted to go and buy a hand gun... I could. I would never do that, but it's nice to know that I have the possibility. Or not... I'm rambelling.

Bottom line is, this might have been my home once upon a time, but my home is now in a land, far far away; the land of possibilities, the land of murder, the land of hypocrisy... my home.

Earth, Wind and Fire!

Cheah, Cheaaah! Last night we all of a sudden decided to go to a Earth, Wind and Fire concert! It feels like you have to have seen them before you die, and yes you have to! It was great actually! I don't like their music a whole lot, but damn those cats are fuuunky. And they rocked that stage like they have done for the last 35 years! Awesome! It became a bit boring in the middle cause they only played slow songs for a while then, but when they started playing the tunes to September the party was on again! It was an awesome venue too, the stage was outside and we sat on the grass listening! Very nice!

So, now it's less than 10 days before I come back to Sweden! I am looking forward to it, allthough it will probably be a little bit strange. I have a life here, and it will feel as if I am on vacation in my home country.. a very strange feeling. But it will be awesome to see everyone again, so I'm really looking forward to it!

That is all for now, I'm gonna go out in the sunny weather for a while!

Peace out!

The bees are dying

Bill Maher, the host of "Real Time with Bill Maher" ended his last show with talking about that the bees are getting extingt. This is what he said:

According to Einstein it would take 4 years for humanity to get extingt if the bees dissapear. And this is what's happening right now according to Bill Maher. After some research I found that 50% of the bees has dissapeared since 1971. That means that in around 40 years humanity would get extingt. Why? No bees = no plants, no plants = no animals, no aminals = no food and then we die. The bee's are dying because of cell phone use and just bad environment etc. It's kind of frightening to think that humanity might be gone soon. But naaa orka walk around thinking about that. (Yes, I am trying to estabslish "orka" as an english word!) Besides, a new planet that looks just like earth has been found outside our solarsystem! 20.5 light years away, which is pretty far, but we might be able to figure out how to get there in 40 years! ;)

Ok, a little me time, it was a hwile ago (cool hwip). I got a solid B on the last history test!! Very nice! One more test to go and I might even get an A in that class! The last English paper is turned in, the last math test is on friday, in other words, my first semester in college is coming to an end! The semester is just perfectly long here! I don't think I could've managed to keep up the study paste longer than this. Florida awaits in May, Sweden awaits in late June, New York City awaits in the middle of July. Quite a busy schedule, but it will be fun! Hopefully I'll get some time to work on my music too... dude.

The car is running good, and everything else is floating on just fine too! Some days can be quite boring since I either spend them studying or watching TV. Me and my roommate went to this outlet mall about a weekend ago, and it was the most unnessecary thing ever. It was supposed to take us 2 and a half hour to get there, it ended up taking us 4 and a half hour, due to heavy traffic. I bought two t-shirts... or that's a lie, I bought some wifebeaters too, but they were too tight and too see through, people could see my nipples in them, and not in the hot way. So that's 8 bucks I never see again. It was very unnessecary at least...

ok, I need to sleep now, I have school tomorrow! See ya maybe in 40 years... or maybe not... we'll see!
Peace

My conspiracy theory

My Conspiracy theory

So, my mom fell for the joke, she was mad, it was funny. I am not moving to Thailand if anyone didn't get that!

Yesterday me and my roommate went to visit a friend and we ended up talking about how fucked up this world is right now. So today I put together pretty much what we talked about, found sources to almost everything, will add some more if I find it, and I will post it here and would like to know what you people think about it. If the FBI comes and take me away, it is still gonna be worth it. ;)

First of all we talked about the bible, and our friend Shawn told a story about how he was in the church and always questioned everything the minister said. The minister got kind of tired of him and answered "because the bible says so" about almost everything. Then he asks what is up with that it says "King James Version" on the cover. “Why does King James have a version?? If he wrote a version, why can't I write a version of it?” And the minister could not answer that question; a smart thing is to read up on some history about the things you are supposed to be teaching people...

So we continued to talk about it, how some things just doesn't add up, like how some people are like 200 years old when they have a baby. Rick tells a story about how one guy at his job, who is a very christian christian, explained that by saying "People lived to be around 500 years in that age"... ehm... newsflash, people lived to be maybe around 40 years old during that time. And that guy saying that is around 40 years old, talk about blind stupidity. And sure people always say that you shouldn’t take the bible literarily, but it’s hard not to when so many Christians themselves do…

Our conclusion was that Jesus probably existed. His apostles probably followed him to take notes, and then they all died. Someone found the notes and wrote a story with the notes as a base. To make it more interesting he threw some extraordinary things in there, "animals on a boat, ahh yes, hate gay people, yes of course" etc etc.

The Mormons say that they have found another book from the bible “The book of Mormons” that they found here in the States… ehm… you DO know that Jesus lived in the Middle East, right?? Stupid excuse to be able to marry more than one wife…

Although Shawn mentioned that he read the book of revelations and that it was very accurate to some of the things that happens in the world today, so we came up with this theory that you can read about below;

Someone knew about 9/11. At least someone knew that the building number 7 was gonna fall. Probably someone caused it to fall. Authorities said it fell due to internal fire, but how did fire start in that building if the plain crashed many many meters above it? Sure, things could fall on the building and make it set on fire somehow, but it seems very unlikely.

Here is CNN’s chronology of the attacks: http://edition.cnn.com/2001/US/09/11/chronology.attack/

Notice how it says that no other building was set on fire or collapsed. Why the number 7 building? Well, for one thing China had a lot of gold stored in the building, which went missing after the attacks. Some of it was found, but most of it is gone, and nobody knows where it went. http://angelsfortruth.com/Follow%20The%20Gold.html

A lot of companies like Enron had important documents in that building and a lot of SEC (Securities and Exchange Comission) investigations were in there too. And here is the big question, how was BBC News able to report that the building had fallen when it is right there behind the reporters back?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mxFRigYD3s

Sure someone could digitally make that movie happen, but why did BBC explain what they’ve aired afterwards? Why didn’t they just not explain it and let people think that it was just a crazy conspiracy theory? I tell you why, because it did happen. People saw it and contacted BBC and they never had a good explanation. They claimed that the tapes from that airing were lost in all the confusion that was going on that day. Yeah that is very believable since BBC by law has to save all their tapings in an archive.

http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2007/270207bbcresponds.htm

And here is the story about the precious president. Did you know that he met with a minister who enlightened him about the “book of revelations” before he became the president? For those who doesn’t know what the book of revelations are, it’s the only part of the bible that is exclusively dedicated to apocalyptic (the end of the world) stories.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/2921345.stm

So is the president actually trying to end the world? Is this fucked up state of the world a try to end it all so that he can be a part of what he believes in?

There is something called Martial Law, which you can read about here

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martial_law

If a terrorist attack would take place shortly before the election in 2008, George W Bush could in theory call Martial Law and actually remain president. He would then have become a dictator who is the leader over the world’s most powerful country with the intention of ending the world. Does that sound like a great deal? Didn’t think so…

I don’t know what to believe right now, but if there is another attack around election day, then Mr. President is the only one who can prove me wrong, by not calling Martial Law.

And there you have it. I don't know if I believe in all of it myself, but it's an interesting thought, and if the last part of it really will happen, then I will truly start to believe that what is written above is true.

I might add some more links if I find it and have the energy to do it. Untill then, tell me your views, prove me wrong (and by prove I mean with proof, not your opinion), agree with what I have written here, or yell at me for being an conspiring idiot. Whatever you do, say something!

Peace

This is SPARTA!!!!

300, omg, it was unbelivable!! Everyone should see it, great great movie! And all those people who think that it's some Republic propaganda... think again. If anything it is the opposite, I see the Spartans as representing terrorists and the Persians as the Americans, if anything. I don't get how people can see it the other way around. Anyway, great screenplay, great atmosphere, great acting and awesome special effects! It completely blew me away! As I said, screener is out, or wait untill it comes to movie theatres in Sweden. It's a must see at least, no matter how you do it!

And the picture I posted of a car on here is not a picture of my car specifically. It's just a random picture of the model, or well.. not even that because when I registred the car they said that it was a different model than what I thought it was (It doesn't say on the car what model it is), but it looks very smiliar, it's just an upgrade! It's a Geo Prizm (my Nizm), and not a Metro as I thought! Which is cool because the model I bought is actually more expensive than the one I thought I bought! And the color is Plum, and "whine red" is not a color here, dad :P

There is something awesome coming to the Playstation 3 system soon!! It's called "Home" and is basically a online 3D community, like MySpace only that it's in 3D. You have an entire world where you can walk around, chat with other players, play simple games, like pool, watch trailers of upcoming games or visit your trophy room filled with trophies that you've earned in different games. You get your own apartment which you can design however you want, put a flat screen in and show your videos streaming from your PS3's hard drive or play music also streaming from your PS3's hard drive! Very cool. The greatest feature though is that game developers can have their own room where they can promote their upcoming games, for instance if a basketball game is going to be released they can have some stations where you can try to shoot some B-ball. Incredibly cool!!! You can view a demo of the new feature here! The closed beta is released in April, so if you have a PS3 and want to sign up for it, you can do that here!

If anyone has bought a PS3 and wanna play or chat or anything, my gaming name is Gogaku, so feel free to contact me!

School, school, school, study, study, study
Peace

A tall midget!

haha we were out last night together with Rick's hillarious friend Shawn, all of a sudden he nods at the bar and says "check out the tall midget". And it was! He looked like a little person, only that he was taller, he was still short, but taller than a usual midget! It was just funny.

Oh, and the color of the car is "Plum", we have finally found the perfect word for it's color. Right now it's half plum, half white though since a lot of birds has shit on it... I washed it last sunday and now it looks worse than ever... Thank you very much... stupid birds. I got insurance the other day, and it was extremely expensive. I payed around $750 for 6 months... (~5300 krones), a robbery! It got so expensive because I'm under 25, don't have a social security number and haven't got my grades in school yet. After I get my grades I will get a discount, which is cool, but it's not that much. (And yes, I checked different insurance companies and this was one of the cheapest...) I will try to find a way to work around it though... I have to, I don't have the money to pay that much for a long time.

Not much has happened here... still going to school, still has tons of homework, still D.R.E. But it's all good, but if summer could hurry up a little bit, that would be great. I want to go to Florida now, or just have warm wheater here! It's kind of warm today, but I want warm warm! Swim in the ocean warm! So bring it now please.

Have to do homework now! Gonna see the movie 300 tonight, I'm anxious to see how it is! It seems cool, but a lot of people has seen it as a right-wing propaganda movie, but the comic which the movie is based on is written 10 years ago and is based on an even older movie which is based on ancient Greek history. So it feels like people are just paranoid. But I will see it and make my own judgement. (Screener is out, if people haven't seen that yet)

Take care y'all!
Peace

Update:
Honda has a new car out that goes by the name "Fit". hehehe I'm gonna go out and drive my FIT Car. hihihi it's naughty.

My purple, no wait, my maroon.. no.. my violet car!

Yes it's violet allright! Or maroon! Or purple... it's a chameleon. I have bought it at least! It's an Geo Metro (Sedan 4 doors '95) if anyone wanna look it up. Very nice, I can't drive it yet though, need to get insurance and license plates, which I hopefully will do tomorrow! OH! I got the license btw!!! Very cool! The driving test was a joke though, I basically drove around the block and then I got the license. I did one very funny/embarrasing thing though, When I parked the car, still with the instructor in it, after the drive and I was gonna get out... I noticed that I parked very very close to the car left to me. So I tried to go out, but couldnt, and just started laughing and had to suck in the tummy and squeeze out the small hole that the door made! Hehe, luckily the instructor had already gone out the car and didnt see my little... acrobatic number.

OOOOHHHH a new series started the other day, it's called "The Riches" and aires on Mondays at 10 o clock on Fox. It is AWESOME!!!!!! I have never been as glued to a series at this one. Eddie Izzard and Minnie Driver stars in it, and they are both incredible. The story is about a family of travellers that strarts to fight with their "group" that they belongs too, they steal all the money the group has gathered through out the years (mostly from stealing) and they run away. They accidently kill a couple of people and take over their indetities, move in to their million dollar house and start living life! Everybody should check it out, it is truly a masterpiece.

Other than those things, not much has happened, still doing a lot of homework, still watching a lot of TV, and still haven't gotten any friends that I hang out with outside of school. It's awesome! hehe it might not sound like it, but it really is! I feel so independent and I actually feel like I have gotten my life together! I am getting an education, I have a car and a license and I am living on my own!

Ok, it's one o clock and Conan O'Brien is on and I need to sleep in a bit. So... bye!

Web 2.0, Gaming 3.0 and Rap vs. Media

Those are the possible topics I am going to write my next English paper about.
I have to choose one of them though, we'll see what I will choose to write.
If you don't know what it is, do your reasearch bitch, I have to...
Tomorrow is a sad day since I have to go back to school.
Or not really sad, but kind of annoying
One week of relaxation and I was very much enjoying
Laying on the bed, watching TV,
play my PS3 and only think about me
And now my head will be filled by school work again
But at least I have something to do, and once again see my friends
Or friend, the one that I have at that place
But it's fine, I'll have to keep my head cool and keep a happy face
I will do fine, I will do great
Soon I will get my license and a car so that I will not run late
My car is purple, if that is nice or not we can debate
But it will take me where I wanna go even though the color is semi-straight
It looks fresh and clean, kind of like me
So I will go with it, ridin on the interstate and finally be completely free
Go to get groceries, go bowling or get my college degree
It will make me happier, that is at least something I can guarrantee
Not that I'm not happy right now, but you know what I mean
It will feel great driving down the street, doing my best gangsta lean
So to sum this up, spring break is over
And mom I promise, the whole time I was completely sober
Ok... maybe not, but it wasn't as bad as you've seen on television
Now I'm going back to rome, teachers and division
So divide me up, I have to get some more time
And not wasting it on writing this blog all in rhymes
But it was fun and you know how I am
Fun comes first and because of that I will flunk my final exam!

Ok, no I wont, at least I hope not! I'm hoping to get my license tomorrow and then drive the car I probably will buy! I will report on how it went soon!

Take care people, I know I will!
Peace

Mega Millions - 355 million dollars!!

So last night was the Mega Million drawing. The winning pot was 355 million dollars. We so won... not... We weren't even close. We bought ten numbers and I think we had one number right... Ahh well, 355 millions would have been nice, but money schmoney... I don't need a big house, or a nice car with Lambo doors, or a nice vacation at some place warm and sunny... Who am I kidding, I need all that!! Stupid lottery...

Since I didn't won the money I'm once again stuck here untill my roommate get's off work. We are going to the DMV's office today and I'm gonna do the driving test. Hopefully I will pass and finally get my license! That would be totally sweet, as they say here in the States!

I wanna buy a car too, my roommate found one for 800 dollars, it needs a windshield and a radio, so it will probably end up around 1200 dollars when it's done. But it's still pretty decent. It's a Chevy Lumina, 91! But with low mileage so that's cool. My roommate drove it for a bit and it did run really good. So I might end up buying that one! I need to drive it before I buy it though, but it would be nice if it feels good! He found a Jeep for 2500, that was supposed to be very nice too, except for some work needed in the back. But I could probably sell that one for around 5000 if I fix it up! But I don't know... 2500 is a bit much for me, and it will probably eat gas like a biootch too. We'll see what I choose to do!

Now I need to find something to eat, and clean up a bit. Hope all is good with y'all! I'm still enjoying myself here and other than a bit of school anxiety, I feel really good!

Oh and one more thing!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Systemet äger när man är 20! Akta bara eftersom du bor typ 5 min från ett systembolag :D Sorry för ett sent sms, men jag hade inga pengar på mobilen och p.g.a. dålig planering så kom jag inte iväg för att fixa det fören sent på kvällen... Hoppas det var en riktigt nice dag!!!

Spring Break, woohooo!

Hi this is Hampus from MTV and we are chilling on the beach in sunny South Beach. Whaaaa ssuuuuu pppppp South Beach??? *wwwooo ooooohhhh ooooooo ooooo* or not... I am going to Florida though, but not now! I just booked a weekend in May! My roommate had 400 dollars in vouchers (tillgodokvitton) that he had to use because they would expire soon, and he had no where to go, so he decided he wanted to go to Florida in May and it was so cheap that I could come too! I only payed 80 bucks! Very sweet!!! Gliiider, gliiider omkriiiing, softar tar det lugnt en stund! That's how it's gonna be!

And btw, I did not follow in Britney Spears foot steps... Jack Nicholson did. Gawd, did anyone see him at the Academy awards?? He looked like an alien... Very very scary...

I'm trying not to think about it too much, but I did sooooooo bad at my history test this wednsday... which sucks so much... I studied for forever and still I couldn't do well. I went to school and thought that I at least could get a B = I felt well prepared. And then the test get's in front of me and... I didn't know shit... I haven't got the grade yet, but it felt really really bad...
At least I did good at my English midterm exam, and got an A on the last Math test! So that was a small comfort at least. I just have to find some way to do better at the history tests.

So next week on spring break I will get my license finally! And I will buy a car too! Very very very nice! Finally I can drive, just to go grocery shopping or whtever. A very nice freedom! I have to study a bit too, I have a research paper that I have to start writing on next week and I need to read some history too.

Now I have to get ready to hit the clubs to celebrate spring break, wohoo.

So take care and happy spring break, woohoo to all of you!

Mwah!

I followed in Britney Spears footsteps

So I am now bald. Or well... not bald, but I shaved my head! It feels good, the lesbian haircut is gone for good! And I only did it so that Britney would feel better... that is ALL they talk about on the NEWS here... so stupid. "Oh my god, britney shaved her head? Is she crazy? Is she... Is she on drugs?" Who the fuck cares?? They need to prioritate their news better over here... first Anna Nichole Smiths death (which they still talks about btw) and now Britneys boldness... It really makes me wanna watch the news. In fact at this moment the news is on in the back and their top stories is "Britney is back in rehab, but the question is, who will get custody of her children?" and "What will happen with Anna Nichole Smith's body, complete coverege" gawd...

I have driven on the interstate for the first time too! wohooo 60 miles per hour! Very nice! The date for me being able to get a license is getting close, so I have been driving a lot recently. I really enjoy it, It's very easy with the Automatic shifting, so I feel very comfortable while driving, which is good. I was very shaky the first couple of times, but now I am very confident when driving and it feels like I've been driving a whole lot more than I have!

I got an A on my second English paper! Very very nice! Now I have two A's out of two possible. That feels awesome! I am studying for the next history test too, I have that in a week. I hope to get a better grade this time, a C+ is ok, but I really wants to get at least a B in the course. With that I will probably get in to something called "the Dean's list" which is supposed to be very favourable for my future studies and career!
Midterm is coming up too, which means... midterm exams... but it's ok, it seems as if I only have one midterm exam, in English! And it sounded like it was pretty simple, so I will probably do well on that! Math test is coming up monday too, but for some reason I have such a easy time with math here. I think the teacher is really good, I have never been able to get math as good as I am right now! It feels awesome. In the beginning I thought it was because it was really easy math, but now when it has stepped up a notch and I'm still getting it, I think I finally will be able to do great in a math course!
Does anyone know what to do with a fraction with a negative exponent?? Didn't think so, but I do!! (you flip it and make the exponents positive)

Now I have to eat something, my stomach is empty from studying a whole lot.
So take care ya'll! And keep your comments coming, you have been bad at that for a while now!
P34C3 0U7

Update:
The world is back in order: RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE IS BACK TOGETHER!!!!! I am so happy!!